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Adopting Older Kids
With Younger Kids at Home: the Lessons We Hope to Learn
Two years ago, if you had told my husband, Charlie, or me
that we were about to add three teenagers/young adults to our family, we’d
likely have shared a giggle and shuffled you off to a white-padded cell. I mean….adding
unkempt rooms with piles of reeking laundry, angst-filled relationship drama,
missed curfews, and locust-like eating habits? Who does that?
We do, apparently. Because when God says, “Hey, I have some
people for you to love,” you don’t respond with “But dude, I really need my junk room!”
So now we have Ian, 20, and Herdest, 19—our “unofficially
adopted” guys and Ellie, our two-year-old, adopted domestically as an infant.
And as of about two months ago, we’ve proudly welcomed G., our 17-year-old
daughter, who we’re adopting from foster care.
There’s so much I’d like to share with you about adding
older kids to your family. How there are concerns about
adopting out of birth order, but it’s
not as scary as it might seem. How
yes,
it’s challenging, but also filled with wonderful blessings. How
all kids deserve families, and there
are thousands right now
alone and waiting.
But alas, neither of us has all day, so I’m going to attempt
to stick to one thought-process.
So, some of the questions we often get from people who find
out we have three older kids living in the house with our toddler-aged daughter
fall along the lines of:
Aren’t you
worried about her? How does that work? Is that safe? What will she learn from
the older kids?
(Actually, we get much
more invasive, ridiculous, and ignorant questions, but they make me want to say
not-nice words, and since I’m guest blogging, we’ll keep it polite, mmmkay?)
I understand that these concerns come from a well-meaning
place, but first off, let me point out that such questions can come across as
rather offensive.
Have we considered
the emotional well-being and adjustment needs of our daughter?
Heck no. We just thought we’d completely change her family
structure with absolutely no preparation and see what happens.
Gah! Of course, we
worry about our daughter. We worry probably in the same way you worried when
you got pregnant with child #2, #3, etc. We prepared in the same way you would
if you planned to move in an ailing grandparent, a stepchild, etc. Family
structures change all the time, folks. We prepare as best we can, show some
extra love and grace, and move on with life.
Logistics and Safety
Probably the most irritating insinuation from others is that
we would build our family in a way that risks the safety of its other members.
We understand that there are many stereotypes about foster kids (especially
older kids) out there, but if you’ve spent any time around them, you realize
that many fears are unfounded.
Please understand, I’m not saying that every day is roses
and kittens. There are hard moments every
day, and times that require extra vigilance. I would never advocate anyone
jumping into foster care or older-child adoption without some serious
preparation and a strong support system. Kids need supervision. Period. Know
how much is required for your family to stay safe. Biological or adopted, it’s
up to you as parents to know your kids, their maturity, their needs, and their
capabilities, but it can work.
Yes, our older kids and our toddler have vastly different
needs and interests, but as it turns out, they complement one another better
than expected. The mall? The bookstore? The park? We can generally find
something of interest for everyone. And after Ellie goes to bed, we have time
for homework, games, or movie night with the older kids. Also, I’ve generally
found that as long as a destination has working wi-fi and food, teenagers stay
moderately happy.
Also, the older kids generally prove to be an amazing help with the toddler. To
clarify, I didn’t welcome older kids with expectations they’d become live-in
nannies to my daughter. Just as I wouldn’t leave my two-year-old with any
random sitter, I’m not leaving her with someone simply because they’ve been in
our house a few weeks. However, as it turns out, Ellie has wrapped all her
older siblings around her finger, and they’re wonderful with her. While I cook
dinner, G. might play dolls with her or take her outside to swing. Herdest might
watch cartoons with her while I run to the store. Just having someone who can
fix a sippy cup or a snack is an immense help.
Lessons Learned
But for some, the concern remains about what the younger
child might learn from her older
siblings.
Hmmm. I was an older child, and I taught my sister to bungee
jump Barbies off the balcony onto my grandmother’s head. I taught her to make
“magic potions” from all the spices and sauces in the refrigerator and pantry
and dared her to drink them. My cousin convinced his little brother to climb
into the creepy creature-infested crawl space under our kitchen (totally
freakin’ out my mother).
All over the world, older siblings teach colorful words,
messy pranks, and perhaps less than favorable lessons about the opposite sex. And
all over the world, engaged and attentive parents intervene to control these
“lessons” and nudge all children back onto the correct path.
Is Ellie going to learn some “interesting” things from her
much-older siblings? Definitely. I’m having to remind myself that the word
“bruh” doesn’t need to end every sentence. Legit,
y’all. I’m also a bit concerned that Ellie now thinks potato chips are suitable
for breakfast, lunch, and dinner. Just tonight, my little dear (and some
furniture) ended up covered in blue Sharpie, and yeah, I had to take some deep
breaths not to yell at the person who apparently didn’t see a problem with her
having it.
But I’m actually excited about the majority of lessons Ellie
will learn from our family and the lessons we will all learn from one another.
And while I know there will be bumps in the road, my constant prayer for our
learning is that we remember these things each day:
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Diversity is a strength to be embraced. We don’t
judge others based on hair color/styles, tattoos, clothing, piercings, sexual
orientation, etc. We just love people.
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When we share our struggles, their power over us
weakens. When we share love, it grows and makes us stronger.
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Family is flexible. Boundaries will change to
include, embrace, and love new people.
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Family sometimes has little to do with whom you
look like or where you come from. Family is formed when people choose to love one another, no matter
what.
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Love isn’t always reciprocated. We love anyway.
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The greatest commandments of Jesus were to love
Him and love others. Sometimes, loving others means leaving our comfort zones;
we take leaps of faith, knowing the One directing our path.
And no, we’re not done, and as we add more children, it’s
likely Ellie (and the older kids) will have tough days when there’s simply not
enough of us to go around. We’ll get tired and lose our temper or forget to
pick one of them up or fail to check homework folders. There will be days where
all of us want to escape the craziness for a good cry and some blessed quiet.
And that’s okay. Because I want my kids to know that we’re
not called to an easy life. We’re called to be brave, bold, faithful, and
daring in our love of others. We’re called to say “Yes” with our hearts and
hands when God says to care for His children. We’re called to find joy in the
endless laundry, dust, dishes, dog hair, crushed goldfish crackers, too loud
rap music, smelly socks, overflowing diaper pail, toddler tantrums, and surly
teenage mood swings.
And when I fail miserably, I guess I want them to see that
too, for God has never required perfection from his servants, just a willing
spirit. I want my kids to have big
hearts and open spirits, and I pray the lessons they learn in this family will
lead them to a life of more. More
patience, more bravery, more faith, and more love.
Camille, mama through
open adoption, foster adoption, and older-child adoption, blogs about kids,
marriage, God, and life at www.embracingtheodyssey.com.
The beautiful Lebel family, minus their daughter,G,
whose picture can't
be posted yet in accordance to foster care policy.
